____________ ~|一个的gAy生活|~ v.2004.betA

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 13:45:18 GMT

hi ya..

i feel so bored now.. life nothing new.. still finalising details.. sigh... n im loving every minute of it.. hating every mintue of o levels.. rejoice!

Sun, 12 Sep 2004 15:23:10 GMT

CONFUSED!!! yes, one stupid word to describe me now....

okie, i just thot of this great idea.. yea, a dotcom thingy again... but sorry, carn say here.. cuz its really a great idea and even my mentor says so... so, yea... its damn good./.. right now finalising quite a few things, like the buisness plan, the cash flow, finding of investors and a team... now here's the dilemma, cuz i have my o levels and prelims...

sigh.. most would say, well its not too big right? u can always do it after your prelims and o's? but to me, its the biggest project i have ever thot of and yea, if done and executed correctly with appropriate launch time, me and my partners could EASILY become millionaires before 20 or 25 at latest...

so here's my dilemma, if my plan or idea succeeds, i do not neeed to go university so sigh... i do not know??? even then, i could go to university without taxing my mum at all... so, yea, i have this great idea and yea, i've found willing investors.. if calculkated right.. this projec should cost me a whooping 33k to 37k is budgeting is included.. sigh..

me dilemma... :(

//2808

Tue, 07 Sep 2004 04:55:00 GMT

honestly.. im getting veryvery confused....
so many ppl entering my life at this stage.. frens definitely, and i can tell,
these frens will be here to stay... so these ppl, u noe who u r,
i really aprreciate knowing u!!!
frens forever k?

:) love evryone...

Tue, 07 Sep 2004 04:47:28 GMT

frenster sucks!
yea.. my three nicenice testis are gone.. caSSs iof u r reading this, i want a NEW one..
haha, yea, they deleted urs, kAt's and steffi's...
help me write again can? i lurve u guys! :)

thanks!

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 02:50:58 GMT

Bear Spirit Calls To You ~
Bear is spirit keeper of the West, the place of
darkness, maturity and good harvest. Bears are
active during the night and day. This
symbolizes its connection with solar energy,
that of strength and power, and lunar energy,
that of intuition. The bear holds the teachings
of introspection. When it shows up in your life
pay attention to how you think, act and
interact.

Bear's Wisdom Includes:

*Introspection

*Healing

*Solitude

*Change

*Communication with Spirit

*Birth and rebirth

*Transformation

*Astral travel

*Creature of dreams, shamans and mystics

*Visionaries

*Defense and revenge

*Wisdom

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Bear is spirit keeper of the West, the place of darkness, maturity and good harvest. Bears are active during the night and day. This symbolizes its connection with solar energy, that of strength and power, and lunar energy, that of intuition. The bear holds the teachings of introspection. When it shows up in your life pay attention to how you think, act and interact. 
Bear's Wisdom Includes: 

*Introspection 
*Healing 
*Solitude 
*Change 
*Communication with Spirit 
*Birth and rebirth 
*Transformation 
*Astral travel 
*Creature of dreams, shamans and mystics 
*Visionaries 
*Defense and revenge 
*Wisdom 
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Mon, 06 Sep 2004 02:37:45 GMT

haven been updating like in ages? mainly cuz nothing much cropped up for me to update...

ok so here goes...
ok, my life just got a 180 degrees turn abt...
yeayea, ppl who noe me noe that i love making money and constantly is thinking of money making ideas...
so now, i just got a whole new prespective in life.......
how to not work and earn money!!!
yeayea, i found a way..
and no, its not illegal or anything like that..
read a book... multiple streams of income by robert g allen... super good book!
yea, that is if u want to turn ur life ard and stuff.. and learn new ways to earn residual income.. =p

den again..
my thinking is changed..
nah, no longer i see the need to atudy...
but mum's in pic again..
so most prob i will be going poly afetr o's to take the BA diploma..
den go uni get an MBA
den go and work...
sigh, i hate it..

if i have the chance, i dun mind going out to work NOW...
but den again...

yeayea.. life sucks... but at least i got u... =D

Sat, 04 Sep 2004 02:28:38 GMT

Which Naruto Character are You?
quiz by orangeday.net

cool.. i have the sharigan too! hahahs...

Fri, 13 Aug 2004 18:11:13 GMT

seem to be flooding friendster.. whahaah

Morpheus

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Fri, 13 Aug 2004 18:09:13 GMT

Your Heart is Red

What Color is Your Heart?
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Sun, 01 Aug 2004 15:13:22 GMT

me is sO totAlly mad toDay!!!

bought 200 bucks plus worth of books.. but happy.. sigh! nice day!!!

all the books that i like.. yea, may be boring to u ppl.. but i love thm all.. cant wait to read.. cee u!

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 16:59:37 GMT

yo!

haha..
nothing much happen today..
just the same

perhaps i did well for oral..
thats all..

you think you know so much
yet its just puny to what the world is
u are stuck in your own world...
like a crab, in his shell

you know who you are
i hate pointing fingers
backlashing
but some ppl, do force me

u, just u, leave me bewildered
but no matter
u dun bother me anymore
i hate you

bye
bye
bye

sigh.. sorry.. but i do... hate... some one... alot

Sun, 11 Jul 2004 18:05:37 GMT

hi guys.. and gals.. im back!!!

haa.. got some major shifts in my life... bleah..

anyway.. here is my shots from AMKSS event... happy seeing..

http://photonx.com/galleries/thumbnails.php?album=40

Sat, 17 Apr 2004 17:56:06 GMT

see the time now?? just got online... and guess what? she's online too!!! =)

didnt expect she will.. have been oversleeping 11 these few weeks.. so nv get to see her.. so now i very happpy when i see her online!!! talking to her now..

yes, i had defaulters today again.....

inter schools sports days..

Thu, 15 Apr 2004 12:23:59 GMT

was the photographer today.. not official photog.. so no stress..
but did want to perform well.. first time trying anyway.. so try my best la..
of course.. my cam is not comaprable to the likes of a DSLR or a prosumer cam.. haha.. like someone with the initials of yf whose just ONE lens can buy abt 13 of my cam, im quite happy with my results..
needed a lot of thinking before too.. as my cam slow focusing.. duh duh duh..
but after thinking.. i did manage to achieve what i wanted...
though not as nice as yaufei's.. but at least comparable to lee's... i think...

haha.. so here are the pictures... they have been resized to 500pixels X 333pixels.. if u want the full size pictures.. approach me and i will send u.. any unauthourized using of images can be considered as a copyright infringement! -_-" haha.. but anyway..

first.. how the stadium looked from my view..

when i was in the atheletes area.. i looked up.. and guessed what i saw?

also saw some flags.. dun think i also think diRty kaE???

start of the 100m race...

just loads of atheletes:

square

or is this nicer? *i think this gal is quite chio in real life.. haha.. =p.. just dunno why when she run her face turns weird..... hahha...

on the surface.. it seems like a normal picture.. but look in the foreground? at szelings MOUTH... :eyes" bigbig

so enthusiastic.. im impressed...

...renjie found time to do some hip hop during the triple long jump... :)

up close..

well.. this is my favourite one.. thanks to mr lim for guidance.. =P

well thats all..

luckily... i didnt get sunburn.. whew.. no sunblock somemore.. call me tyco..
after that.. just went to kiakia den after that went home.. pretty boring.. not worth to mention it here...

any comments for the shots!?!?!

~jeremy

sigh... why this 2 weeks so many tests... den cannot date due to work.. life... haiKx..
anyway.. in case u haven noticed.. most of my shots are of gals... =) i noticed it only after reviewing the shots! not my problem.. lol

Mon, 12 Apr 2004 16:55:00 GMT

yoZ~

today..
feeling not bad...
dunno why..
just kinda hippy~~
anyway..

the corp website is complete and uploaded!
see it

just the scaffold i guess..
nothing special..
haha... just go see it..

feel so bored now.. yes.. its late.... everyone is sleeping lor.. no one to chat to me le... :(..

where are u???

defAult3rs?

Sun, 11 Apr 2004 01:00:51 GMT

today..

yeayea.. i had defaulters...

in case people reading dunno what is defaulters, go ask your sj frens.. its real cool... hahaha

okay... im being sarcastic..
so i was made to do drill in double quick time..
nothing else...
very tiring..
though only 20mins..
ithink i sweated more than i could've sweated in a 1hr bball game...
added on to the hot sun..
the drill sucks...

hahah.. other than that.. quite fun la..
trained my endurance too...

anyway.. think its all the interesting thing that happened to today...
gonna go sleep now... yaWNz

Fri, 09 Apr 2004 13:54:07 GMT

i noe.. i noe.. i very long nv update le..

haiZ~..
had a fight with my mum..
sorta a quarrel..
so she scolded me..
i rebutted her..
she consficated my phone...
nothing wrong with that.. im cool with not having my phone..
but one thing she did made me fu***ng angry..
she did not let me go out on friday!!! (today)
what does that mean?
i dun get to go out with her lei..
after so long long long.. den come this..
why liddat lor..
life sucks..
she doesnt mind..
but i do..
sigh..

yeayea.. she tells me..
postive thinking..
so easy for her to say..
but so hard for me to do..
noe what i mean?
so long nv get to see her le...
den now come this..
life rules...
-im being sarcastic-_-"
so now how?
just wait for the the tide to pass..
and all will be fine...

tadaZ~.. hope its okay for her.. really.. and i ... ... ... sigh.. if u read my journal long enuff.. i think u would noe how i feel...

~jeremy

today...

Fri, 02 Apr 2004 13:11:33 GMT

today had sj..
we i was suppose to be in the parade...
but luckily.. it rained! hahaha... what a great time for the rain to come..

so in the end.. ended up in the canteen chitchatting non-stop..
so meaning i brought my uniform there practically for nothing..
but nv mind.. better than if i had brought it for something=p
after that.. boring me said i went home...

but actually i went to play pool with outside frens..
sigh.. the ppl at sj dun understand me a least bit..
but im not bothered..
u know i have frens who are willing to die for me outside..
haha.. so......

den today... kept teasing her abt her matchmaking session with her dad's old fren...
she asked me to stop doing it lo..
haha.. den i asked her to tell me how did the dinner go....
-and i made a wager with her if her dad's fren son would ask for her no.-
anyway.. after the dinner.. she sms-ed me to tell me that
she was very pissed with something that happened at the dinner
and she's in no mood to sms at all...
well, i got shocked... but i didnt really bither.. i know abt her regular mood swings :P
later she sms-ed me again to tell me she would tell me tml online.. so till den.. i shall wait...

arghh.. now.. back to doing the corp website... life rules man....

jeremy

Wed, 31 Mar 2004 15:41:55 GMT

nice survey.. u are what u eat.. ripped off c1's one.. wonder where she find all these dumb stuff =p!

You are a negotiator. You'll do anything you can to avoid open conflict so you never start quarrels. You will give in when you think it's appropriate side. You're an unpredictable and strict person. You enter competitions just to taste the sweetness of victory, and love to do lots of travel. You are vigorous yet gentle. You appear to be mysterious to those who don't know you very well because you don't often reveal your feelings. You like to socialize and are popular among your peers. You are soft-minded. You find it's too hard to say "No" to others, especially when you are pushed. Quite often, you are taken advantage of because of your soft-minded nature.

hahah... from here

u are what u eat!

Wed, 31 Mar 2004 13:05:40 GMT

wah lau.. these few days.. she got her grandparents coming over for some medical checkup.. and her parents are coming over.. so i have no chance to see her at all.. these few days..

what can i say? just jmiss her alotalot lor.. think she also noes le..
haha.. told her so many times..
absence does make the hearts grows fonder...
like her too much..
i its unhealthy..
=p
but who bothers?

just hope that her grandparents would go back soon...
ya.. i noe its bad of me to think that way...
but.. im selfish...
and i miss her..
haha.. thats all.. will stop blogging le..

m3tr0seXual

yaya.. i noe i haven been blogging for the few days.. no time ma...

Sat, 27 Mar 2004 15:42:31 GMT

much of my life is revolving around her... nothing much la.. except that i keep thinking of her?

i try not to..
but i cant =p..

i think this song really represents what i feel..

KCi & Jojo - All My Life

Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby
Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby
Baby, Ooh, I'm so glad

I will never find another lover
Sweeter than you
Sweeter than you
And I will never find another lover
More precious than you
More precious than you

Girl you are
Close to me, like my mother
Close to me, like my father
Close to me, like my sister
Close to me, like my brother
You are the only one, my everything
And for you this song I sing, and

CHORUS

All my life
I prayed for someone like you, baby
And I thank God that I
That I finally found you

All my life
I prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you
Feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

I said, you're all that I'm thinking of
Baby
Said I promise to never
Fall in love with a stranger
You're all I'm thinking of
I praise the Lord above
For sending me your love
I cherish every hug
I really love you so much, baby, baby, baby

CHORUS

You're all that I ever know
When you smile on my face
All I see is a glow
You turn my life around
You picked me up when I was down

You're all that I ever know
When you smile my face glows
You picked me up when I was down

You're all that I ever know
When you smile my face glows
You picked me up when I was down

And I hope that you
Feel the same way too
Yes I pray that you
Do love me too

CHORUS(2)

All my life
I prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I
That I finally found you

All my life
I prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

CHORUS(2) (repeat 2x)

nice song.. if u want the song.. get from me.. thats all.. and i feel really lucky... =p

bugis.. so many people

Fri, 26 Mar 2004 13:31:24 GMT

today's friday~ -duh-

went bugis today with her...
wah lau.. dunno whether it is suay or wadX~..
kept meeting with so many dhs(why today bugis so popular) and non-dhs ppl... haha...
and the worst thing is.. all this people is all i know one lor..
hope they dun spread around in school..
i still want more time in peace and quiet with her..

she's a nice gal..
quiet, independent, composed, yet also very confident of herself, ..
for me.. i think she is one of the most perfect girls le..
haha..
yeayea.. mabby im biased..
but.. to me.. she is!

went to watch movie..
twisted..
really nice movie with lotsa twists here and there..
think that's why its called twisted..
really nice story.. nice movie with a nice gal beside me... what more can i ask for...?
haha...

after that, i sent her home... actually wanted to eat dinnner before going home de.. but who noes.. her brunch and mine ate quite heavy.. so i just sent her home lor..

yup.. im very satisfied today le!~

thanks journal! im so happy these few days! thanks girl.. i think u should be reading this le.. always about this time this day den go online... =p

jeremy

a special day

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 14:58:47 GMT

so happie today~ partly of what happened in school and what happened after school..

first thing that made me happy today was that miss yee DIDNT come! 3 free periods just like that.. in the end, we guys started chatting in class, some others were playing cards, the girls were at another corner chatting..

well, we just chatted for about 3 periods were gone.. talked about almost everything la.. taiwan political issue, how many disneylands, which is best, taiwan, hong kong tourists attractions and stuff.. a lot of stuff to chat la.. so this is the first happy part...

the second happy part is that i went kiakia with her today.. actually, not really kiakia la.. we just went to BK at Parkway to do homework together.. though about 65% of the time was spent on talking instead of doing...

den, i volunteered to do some maths qs for her.. haha.. so confident of myself.. who noes, there were 3 questions.. i didnt noe how to do 1.. so paiseh.. but nv mind.. she didnt seem to bother anyway...

she had tuition at 530, so we left at about 450... and walked towards her house somewhere in katong.. chit chat along the way... den instead of sending her home, she sent me to ther house bus stop.. haha.. but nv mind.. i found her house unit was ______. tatdaZ`~

thats all today.. other than that.. i found that our personalities are very similar.. i really start to have more than a like for her... hahah...

m3tr0seXual

Tue, 23 Mar 2004 13:44:04 GMT

i asked her out tml..
she said she was not free as she had tuition at home...
sighZ~..
she was on her way home from third lang...
so i asked her if i could walk her home tml..
she said okay...
YEA!
well, no words could describe how i felt at that time...
i think it was a combination of happiness, exciteness and alot of happy feelings linked into one..
cant wait for tml le..
hahah.. yaya.. flame me..
but i cant blame myself for having that feelings..
really.. i like her alot...

other than this.. there wasn't much stuff that happened today.. thats all.. i think...

m3tr0seXual

went out with her today...

Mon, 22 Mar 2004 14:58:54 GMT

so happy.. today.. went out with her...

i dunno la.. but somehow, she seems different from other gals.. her personality and everything.. well.. i dated a few gals before her.. and well.. their personalities are totally different from her.. and i dun noe why.. i seem to prefer her personality alot more..

seriously.. we talked about alot of things today... and i think that we can really link together la.. yes, she's the more serious kind.. but i like gals who are more mature i guess... haha.. in 3 words.. its just simply

I LIKE HER!

yup.. thats all today~

m3tro

P.S. Hope she reads it....

____________ ~*|一个的gAy生活|*~ v.2004.betA

inter schools sports days..

defAult3rs?

today...

KCi & Jojo - All My Life

bugis.. so many people

a special day

m3tr0seXual

m3tr0seXual

went out with her today...

I LIKE HER!

____________ ~|一个的gAy生活|~ v.2004.betA